Last week, my dad sent me this video from Hot Mom’s Club. It showed some very beautiful women sharing their beautiful advice to young women as they tackle this crazy world. It was precisely what I needed as a world full of possibilities swam around my head and what stood behind the chaos was unknown.
I finished school in the spring and since then, I’d been given the incredible opportunity to work at the humane society for the summer. Each day, I was surrounded by passionate people and lovable animals. I was happy.
As September drew closer and closer, I knew my time there was running out, and soon I’d be out on the hunt for my next big career move…or my first career move…or just a move. In my head I envisioned my dreams being put on hold while I waitressed my life away. At least I did always want to try my had at waitressing. I immediately began sending out resumés, talking to everyone I know and actively searching for what to do next.
That’s when my dad came in to save the day and sent me that amazing video.
There is so much pressure in the world these days. Pressure to find someone, be successful, be perfect. I fell claim to those pressures and found myself worrying that failure is more easily come by than success.
So… I took the advice of some very wise women and I let go. I let go of the worry that even if I try, I’ll fail (it doesn’t work like that by the way, our parents were right). After that, I began trying because I wanted to. I wanted to be passionate about the work I do, the life I live.
Days later, on what is my last day at the humane society, I leave with great sadness. Leaving behind a place that filled me with passion, inspiration and drive. But tomorrow, ah tomorrow, I begin a new journey as a step onto the grounds of a place I called home for eight years; no longer as a student, but as an employee. I don’t know how long I’ll be there, but I know that it will help shape who I am, in some way or another.
As I sit here reflecting, I’ve realized something. All the time I spent worrying, of mindlessly putting out resumés and applying for jobs that looked amazing but my heart wasn’t in, was time wasted. It was time where my passion had long been lost and forgotten. When the worry was gone, and I let go, all my passion came flooding back and I remembered why I’m here in the first place; what inspired me to be who I am.
Sometimes, letting go means gaining back what you lost. Be it a part of yourself or something else all together.
Take it from me… let go.